Hey, everyone.
My mood’s dropped significantly over the past few days. Luckily, I’m let out of the house here in… four days. Almost there.
I’m trying to will myself to do things I need to do, or want to do, during this quarantine, but I can’t seem to muster up enough will. How do I will will? Is that a thing? Brain feels like mush.
I hope all of you are out there enjoying life and making new memories. I’ll be back out there soon enough.
I wish you well. Try not to beat the shit out of yourself.
The Two Sides of Me 
Think baby steps. Whenever I need to ‘will will’, I just think of what’s bothering me, or what I need to do. Is it the dishes in the sink? Am I feeling antsy because I’m not getting any work done? Is my latest blog post due?
Then I go ahead and do the SMALLEST possible thing to tackle that mountain. Maybe it’s wash one plate. Maybe it’s just collecting all the dirty laundry and putting them all in one place. Oftentimes I feel much better after those tiny tasks, and things tend to snowball from there. If they don’t, hey, at least I’ve done something.
Wishing you the best and stay strong!
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