Hi, everybody.
Sorry I’ve been quiet. I’ve been writing, but I’ve had to keep it more personal as some of it is even too personal for an anonymous audience. But don’t worry, I’m doing OK.
I still feel in an odd spot and I’m still struggling with writing here, but I wanted to check in with whoever reads this to let you know I am OK.
Life changes each and every day – sometimes for the good, sometimes for the bad. However when you think about it, it’s really just a matter of perspective, isn’t it?
Meh.
Wow. I just checked – over a month since my last blog post. I feel wrong cutting this one so short, but I’m hoping this one short blog drives me back to writing through my problems here. It’s really helpful – and I’ve wanted to do it plenty of times over the past month. Every time I sit down to write though, I feel empty. I’m not talking aloud like I normally do when I’m blogging. I’m not frantically typing like I normally do when I’m blogging. I’m double-checking work – and I don’t do that shit when I’m blogging.
But things don’t need to be perfect to do something. I love writing – why stop myself from it? Just because I might hurt some feelings or hurt myself even more? Who cares. And as I said above, it’s all a matter of perspective, isn’t it? And if there’s one thing under constant change, it’s that lovely thing we call perspective.
I wish you well. Try not to beat the shit out of yourself.