It’s in my reminders to write today. I’m kind of forcing it, but I do need to get out some thoughts. I have lunch with my mother in just a bit, so this will be short!
So tomorrow I box again. I’m on a losing streak, 2 losses in a row, but I am confident moving into this fight. Why? I’ve trained my ass off and I’ve been able to relax and have fun in the ring again, which allows me to think about what I’m doing and execute it.
Other than that, my life is a hell of a mess. I work about 7 AM to 10 PM right now and it’s killing me. I’m not getting enough sleep. My eating habits are not the best. But I have been better at lashing out at people. I’ve done better communicating how I feel about certain things and not placing blame. I’ve had a lot of positives happen, just not much time to think about them.
Maybe that’s my next thing I should do. Sit down and write a list of things that I’m proud of doing over the past couple of months. Maybe that will provide some perspective to oppose this burnout I’m feeling.
Who the hell knows. Life is weird. And for all I know, life is just about enjoying the passage of time – and I need to a do a better job at that.
I wish you the best. Try not to beat the shit out of yourself.