If you read my last post (here, you lazy but loveable pile of shit) you know I broke up with a short-term girlfriend last night.
Man, did she surprise me. Not only was she accepting that my mental health holds me back from being 100% committed right now, but she also offered help moving forward. She didn’t cling. She didn’t fight. She just listened.
People surprise us. I found myself more welled up with tears than she was, but coming to terms with your own ‘right here, right now‘ deficiencies can really get to ya.
What’s the lesson here? I don’t really know. Don’t freak yourself out because you need to be honest due to the importance of your own self care?
Yeah, let’s go with that.
I wish you well. Try not to beat the shit out of yourself.